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Sorrow Stories - I Think I Stopped Breathing (2017) (ACOUSTIC)

by Sorrow Stories

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1.
Absence 05:02
ABSENCE I haven't left the house in days Sometimes I haven't moved at all I don't remember the last words I spoke At least the ones that mattered to anyone Even if I don't know what it's like I try to see it from every side I won't do anything to hurt you At least that wasn't my intent at the time The blood is draining from my face Dark circles around my eyes My mind cannot think clearly I feel cold even in the sunshine The darkness has an absence (repeat) I can see all of the time I don't have those memories Everyone speaks of about old times I never did anything apart from share tragedies with my own sublime I haven't felt like myself in years I tried to escape her for such a long time Now I don't know where I am Maybe one day I'll be happy being out of my mind
2.
DARK PICTURES Faces haunting me... Just more memories I need to forget Words taunting me... Haven't learnt to quieten down their echoes just yet Dark pictures is all I see There's shades of grey in everything Nothing is clear and yet it all is I bury myself in the pits of nothingness Dark pictures paint over my canvas Only feel something in the absence Only feel comfort in the absence Scenes play out like a movie... I can't turn off the channels... Try to change the hands on the clock... but time gets only scrambled... Repeats play over and over... Even I'm getting bored now... Shut myself off into the stillness... Where only my shadow can speak aloud...
3.
FIGHTING TO DIE Can you keep up the fight? When you know that you'll always lose These battles, they've made their wars and there's no side I want to choose All that's left is what I keep inside The voices never quieten down In trying to remove pieces of myself Did I lose the parts that I was? Can you ever learn to hide? If it's from all of the things you have to see? I forced myself to close my eyes Now, I always feel them looking back at me All that's here is what I can't feel I'm watching from the back of a shut down theatre In trying to remove pieces of who I am Did I lose the will to act out my part? Can you keep up the fight?
4.
FORCES OF LIFE Forces of life, they push you down the wrong roads Try to hold onto what is meaningful All those empty spaces creep in The plans you had settled in your mind Are dismantled years down the line Can you even remember why you made them? If you can, then that's a start... to gaining back the innocence you felt Before this world broke your heart Times of death, they drag you down inside To those places, you never really left behind That were just hidden in disguise The things you swore you would never do Have they now started to look like you? Can you only learn once it's something you've been through? If you can't understand from the start Is this the point to the journey That only leads to a broken heart? In birth, is it more scary to think of What you may go through or never experienced Before it's all over and it's always over too soon (Never soon enough for you) Do things you dream, correspond with reality? Are they separated of really the same thing? Maybe all that matters is how they seem? If the scars can't be prevented from the start Are you still able to create a place to fix your broken heart?
5.
Jane Doe 03:28
JANE DOE Can you hear the words I whispered? They're just fragments from the past Where evil haunted all of my dreams Until it became alive They're drawing white chalk around my body Attaching tags onto my toes The coroner can't identify me Now my name is Jane Doe Can you feel the pain I experienced? At just the thought of what I've seen Or did my blood get in your ears? While you were cutting me? Are there signs of the snakes hissing? As they stared me coldly down I wrapped new skins around myself Until they all wore out I'm silent like a morgue...
6.
Left Behind 04:42
LEFT BEHIND Some thoughts are best forgotten, if you can The reaper is the only one who wants to hold my hand I need to take a picture to prove that I'm still here Or will it just show how much I have disappeared? Memories are all you that you can leave behind ...I don't want to remember Everything else passes by This sadness, it goes on forever One day, will I be free of this nightmare? Or can you only dream when you're asleep? Every thought spills a drop of blood Too many pile up in time I feel my wrists splitting apart from every cut into my mind There's no place that the hurting doesn't last What doesn't catch up with you Will return you to the past
7.
LIFE IS POISON Sleep, maybe rest is all that can come After another long day Thoughts, they never seem to lose the energy To keep me awake Memories, have all of the good ones been taken away? Or was there never any in the first place? Life, it is poison until you grow immune but some of us never do Words, they can tell you many things How do you know which ones are true? Pain, sometimes it's all you know It comes out in everything you are Escape, when you need to the most You never seem to get very far Connect only with the distance Too close, it just feels bizarre You would let someone into your cage If you could only reach through the bars Time, are you making the most of each moment? Or did yesterday pass too soon? Maybe tomorrow will look a little better Knowing it will exist without you?
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NOTHING LEFT OR RIGHT I've been ripped in every place No, I don't like the taste of blood upon my tongue or in my hands I've seen such dark roads I don't think there is an end If hell is what lasts forever I think that is where I am I love everyone I have I've lost everyone I love I hate everything that's left How it's all separated I feel everything that's wrong I don't know what is right I know that I feel too much I wish I didn't give a **** The truth is that everything lies but I would rather die then suffocate in my mask Like the joker on laughing gas I sense something so bad It never likes to leave my side The pain, it never goes It just continues to grow...
9.
RETALIATION GAMES I'm trying not bite through the words you want me to digest Have you got a mouth guard because my teeth are hurting If I can't let these thoughts out, I can't show much of anything else either You want me to divide my feelings As if they're not connected to each other I don't want to play these retaliation games but sometimes you need to see that the medicine you make me taste has no healing properties (repeat) You want me to just focus on your good sides but how can I see them when you always follow up something nice, with lies? I have to take a few steps back any time I go to speak If I can't let these thoughts out then all I do is think bad things
10.
Sour Grapes 03:46
SOUR GRAPES It never ends up being tears of joy they leave me crying I break my back while they break my heart I told the truth while they kept lying. You can't tell a story without a plot Something can't exist if it has already not Already not Promises made always end up feeling so empty and you can't develop the photos Even though you're kept in the dark You can't find something sweet with a bitter taste All my life I've been eating sour grapes Sour grapes (repeat)
11.
Sting Me 05:42
STING ME The cloud's are coming over dark I've never felt so apart (from myself now) Fragments of my mind depart I've been dead from the start (That's all I am now) You know I love the pain (sarcasm) Don't ever take it away Never let me forget a thing If I shut down Sting me Every sting it burns...into the depths of my soul Until it grows cold...until it grows cold If pain is all you know... How much will it take to hurt you Until it grows old? The forest's have overgrown I've never felt so alone (Inside myself now) I'm clinging on to my last thread I want you to chop it (So I can let go now)
12.
THE JOKE IS ALWAYS ON YOU You can't look through the window If there's mist on the glass You can't tell what the time is If it's always dark You can't chase the shadows Without the sun to light the way You can't hear your own thoughts When your other voices are talking over them You can't take no pictures If the lens are broken You can't feel the cold With a high temperature You don't have to think about What's been forgotten You can't fix the vase That arrives in pieces You can't carry a torch For those who drain your battery You can't learn to swim Inside of sinking mud You can't laugh When the joke's always on you You can't remove the skin Until it's ready to be pulled off
13.
THE PIECES THAT ARE LEFT What's left of me now? I've forgotten how To return to me Do you see the pieces? Or are they lost? Is it worth the cost? It's going to take To find them? I've been so ill Can you tell? It's just as well Now will you take me seriously? Do I have to bleed? Just to prove that I'm hurting? What else has gone away? I still remember yesterday... The past always returns to me I won't pick up the pieces... That can't be put back in place How much must I pay? What's it going to take To lose them? I take these pills, to keep me well I can't stop, although I want to but nothing else helps me get through the pain like the way you do
14.
Yin and Yang 03:12
YIN OR YANG Can good exist without bad? I've not known of happiness while feeling this sad Can love exist without hate? I've only been a good catch when I've been the bait Can black exist without white? I only see the colours when they're making me blind Can the future exist without the past? They make you try to forget the only thing that lasts Can right exist without wrong? When your perception of both is based on? Can life exist without death? The rope I climb is getting tight around my neck Can truth exist without a lie? Never knew a torture without having to smile Can up exist without down? Can I miss myself if I'm never around?

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Sorrow Stories - I Think I Stopped Breathing (2017)

This album features no auto tune or pitch correction.
Songs were created from first take performances.

Sorrow Stories would like to thank: Her loved ones,
Her musical influences (Acoustic, Grunge, Alternative, Punk, Industrial, Metal, Synthpop, Soundtrack),
DC Comics & Superheroes,
Horror & Scifi Movies.

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released April 9, 2017

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